About the future.
About life.
About starting over and not looking back.
I need to focus less on other people, and more on myself.
I need to set some things aside and make better plans.
I need to do this soon and not wait.
Why am I still awake? Everyone is asleep around me. I accidentally squeaked a toy and the dogs didn’t even bother to raise an ear. I should join this sleeping party before I find myself opening another blank php document. Why am I even coding to begin with? What happened to the drawing more and coding less plan I had when the year started?
It’s already February of 2012. Fuck.
It’s the end of the week, or the beginning of a new one. Whatever. I’ve spent mine wisely. And by wisely I mean sleeping in late, watching TV and not going anywhere.
The end.
Where ya been? Nowhere. Everywhere but here.
I’ve been trying to be more active outdoors. lol
But seriously, I need to get a new bike.
Also, go to that boxing gym more often after work.
I saw I gained three followers by not posting anything in weeks. Now you know.
I’m eating cookies that were meant for someone else. Best cookies ever.
Just noticed a co-worker doesn’t wash his hands after using the bathroom. Never high-fiving this chap.
I need to do laundry tonight.. or not. On sale underwear FTW.
I’m hungry, I should probably go back to eating and not caring about what I write here.
I ran for two hours down the lake trail.
I had lunch and people watched down south.
I went thrift shopping.
I ate some rice pudding and a cupcake.
I spent a few hours at half price and got some art books.
I ate Asian take out and some bubble tea.
My mind is still a thousand miles away.
I need to stop eating cereal and go to the post office.
I need to pack stuff and take it to goodwill.
I need to buy more food and less beverages.
I need to measure my walls and get new shelves.
I need to invest more time with certain people.
I need to motivate myself to go back to old hobbies I miss.
I need to snap out of whatever the fuck state of mind I am in right now.
I need to go outside.
This week has been way too long and gone by way too slow. I need to start planning a vacation. It seems every time I’ve thought about taking off, something important came up and I ended staying here for work. Beirut trip for this summer has gone from 80% to 95%, and back down to 80%. So, who knows if that will happen anymore. If not, I wanna go back to Portland, and then up to Vancouver. blah, blah, blah, probs won’t happen.
I’ve been eating like a 300 lb. man all week, er, for the past two weeks. And you know what? I haven’t gained a single pound.. or at least I don’t seem to be getting fatter. High school days metabolism FTW. It’s probably all that running I did the week before, though I haven’t done any exercise since.
I haven’t done laundry in a month. I know! The good (and kinda sad) part is that I own a shit ton of underwear to last me through a Bush presidency; the bad thing is that I’m out of clean boxer briefs and only have boxers left.. not comfortable when you wear mostly slim fitted jeans. TMI. TMI.
I should be getting some new ink in the next two weeks. I’ve been delayed a few times for one reason or another, but it looks like it will happen now. *crosses fingers*
I want to go to more live shows. I haven’t been to one in weeks and I need live music in my life. Sad that I live in a city full of it every night, yet I’m too tired to do anything after work.
Meh.
